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Desire

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Feel her touch.
Feel her breath.
Feel the scent of her perfume as it slowly settles into your skin.
It is dark.
You are deep inside a forest.
The trees sway in the wind.
Listen…
The branches whisper above your head.
You search for her.
But there is no crossroads where you can call her.
No place where you can invoke her.
Yet you long for her.
You long for her power.
You long for her love.
You long to stand beside someone like her.
But who are you?
Are you a prince?
A god?
A monster?
No.
You are only a man.
A simple man.
So why do you want her?
You don’t know.
You are fascinated by her beauty.
By her mystery.
By her power.
Every night you think you can feel her presence.
That is why you came into this ancient forest.
You hoped you would find her.
Smell her perfume.
Feel those gentle touches that seem to haunt you every night.
You stand there, praying for a miracle.
Praying that she will appear.
Only the wind answers your call.
No beautiful woman.
No goddess.
Nothing.
Tired, you rest your head upon an old stone and wait.
Then…
You feel a touch.
Your eyes open.
You still cannot see anything.
The darkness is complete.
You know better than to wait for miracles in a forest.
But your desire is too strong to resist.
Then…
Out of the darkness…
A smile appears.
She has been watching you all along.
Waiting.
Is she your goddess?
Your queen?
The woman you have dreamed of?
Or something far older…
She comes closer.
You feel her fingers gently caress your skin.
Her touch is soft.
Almost unreal.
You can feel the warmth of her body, yet the darkness refuses to reveal her face.
For a moment you think you are dreaming.
Then…
Her lips touch yours.
Now you know.
This is no dream.
You surrender to her embrace.
To the warmth of her skin.
To the passion that surrounds her like a spell.
Barely above a whisper, you speak her name.
“Hecate…”
She smiles.
…
And vanishes.
And then…
The forest becomes silent.
The wind stops moving.
Everything waits.
And maybe this is where the story changes.
Because every desire has more than one path.
Some people believe that when you call into the darkness, something from beyond will answer.
Others believe that the darkness does not need monsters.
Sometimes, humans are enough.
So, dear traveler…
Which path will you choose?
The path where the legend becomes real…

Right

The next morning, he woke up beneath the old tree.
For a moment, he thought everything had been a dream.
The forest was silent.
The stone beneath his head was cold.
The sun was slowly rising through the branches.
No goddess.
No magic.
No impossible encounter.
Only a foolish man who had spent the night chasing a story.
He laughed at himself.
How could he believe that a creature from old legends would come to him?
How could he believe that someone powerful would look at a man like him?
He stood up, ready to return home.
Then he noticed something.
A small mark on his hand.
A symbol he had never seen before.
He touched it.
And suddenly…
He remembered.
Her touch.
Her voice.
Her smile.
She had not been a dream.
That night, when the moon was high again, he returned to the forest.
This time, he did not call her name.
He simply waited.
And she came.
The darkness moved first.
Then the wind.
Then her voice.
“You called for me.”
He looked at her.
This time he could see her.
Not completely.
Never completely.
But enough.
She was beautiful.
More beautiful than anything he had imagined.
“You wanted my power,” she whispered.
He lowered his eyes.
“I wanted to be more than I am.”
Hecate smiled.
“That is what everyone wants.”
She walked around him slowly.
“Kings want more kingdoms.”
“Rich men want more gold.”
“Beautiful people want to remain beautiful forever.”
“Powerful people want even more power.”
“And ordinary people…”
She looked at him.
“Ordinary people want someone to finally see them.”
He said nothing.
Because she was right.
“What will you give me?” he asked.
The smile disappeared from her face.
“Ah…”
“There it is.”
“The question everyone asks.”
“What must I pay?”
She stepped closer.
“I do not take gold.”
“I do not take your house.”
“I do not take your blood.”
“Those things are too easy.”
She touched his face.
“I take what you value the most.”
His heart started beating faster.
“What do I value?”
She smiled.
“You will find out.”
The next morning, the villagers noticed something strange.
The poor man who had always walked with his head lowered was gone.
In his place stood someone different.
Someone confident.
Someone people listened to.
Someone who could make others obey.
His dreams became reality.
Doors opened.
People admired him.
Women wanted him.
Men respected him.
He finally had everything he had ever desired.
Everything…
Except peace.
Because every night, when the forest became silent, he heard her voice.
A reminder.
A promise.
A warning.
“You asked for more.”
“And you received more.”
“But nothing is given without a price.”
Years passed.
He became wealthy.
Powerful.
Important.
But he slowly noticed something.
The more he gained…
The less he felt.
The faces around him became meaningless.
The admiration became empty.
The love became impossible to trust.
One night, he returned to the forest.
The same place where everything began.
“Hecate.”
The wind moved.
The trees whispered.
And she appeared.
“You came back.”
“I want to undo it.”
She looked at him sadly.
“Everyone says that eventually.”
“I gave you what you wanted.”
“No.”
He shook his head.
“You gave me what I asked for.”
“But not what I needed.”
For the first time, Hecate looked almost human.
“Now you understand.”
“Desire is dangerous because we rarely know what we are truly asking for.”
He looked at her.
“Can I have my old life back?”
She smiled.
“Perhaps.”
“But remember…”
“The man who entered this forest is not the same man who stands here now.”
And with those words…
The forest went silent.

Left

But the smile is not the one you expected.
It is not the smile of a goddess.
It is the smile of someone who has been waiting.
Not for you.
For someone like you.
Someone foolish enough to walk alone into the forest searching for a dream.
The woman moves closer.
“You called for her,” she whispers.
Your heart stops.
“For who?”
She touches your face.
“For Hecate.”
The name sounds strange coming from her lips.
“You wanted power. You wanted beauty. You wanted someone who would make you feel special.”
She smiles again.
“People always come here wanting something.”
You try to move.
But suddenly you notice something.
There is no perfume.
There is no warmth.
Only the cold air of the forest.
“Who are you?”
She looks at you.
“Does it matter?”
The question frightens you more than the answer.
Because you realise something.
You never came here to find Hecate.
You came here because you wanted to believe that something extraordinary could choose you.
And that was your weakness.
The forest becomes silent.
The trees stop moving.
Even the wind disappears.
The next morning, people find your footprints near the old stone.
They follow them deep into the forest.
But they find nothing.
Only a name carved into the stone.
A name that nobody recognises.
Except the old people.
They know better.
They know that sometimes, when someone goes searching for a goddess…
They find something much older.
And much more dangerous.

Winter story-2

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Well, like I told you, I will tell you more about this story, even if it doesn’t fully fit the story from my dream. Last time I mentioned that there were two men who could have committed the crime, a crime that filled the newspapers at that time, not only because the victim was a prominent woman, but also because it happened on a famous train, perhaps.

Let’s see how the investigation went. As you can imagine, they started by researching the place of the murder and asking questions to the people who were on the train. The train conductor said he had seen a man around 25 years old, with brown hair, smoking in the aisle. He remembered that this young man had a ticket for a journey toward Hegyeshalom, on the Austrian–Hungarian border, and Buchs, on the Swiss border. So this guy became a suspect, as you can imagine.

He fit the description of a prominent Romanian guy who used to take possession of women’s belongings while they were traveling by train. He had an impressive rap sheet.

The investigation continued, and a few days later they found her hand luggage in a room in Basel. Inside those bags, however, there was no trace of her fur coat or her jewelry. At first, the police suspected the Romanian man, Teodorescu, who was known for robbing women on trains. But he was found at his parents’ house, far from the scene, like I already told you.

To gather more information, they did what you can always do: follow the goods. So they did. The investigation then shifted toward locating the missing items. What could they do? They started to look for places where the goods could be sold or transformed into money, so pawn shops were searched, places where such things might have been sold or hidden.

Well, they didn’t find much information there. But unexpectedly, the fur coat appeared in a completely different setting: during church mass in Zurich. Detective Karl Nievergelt recognized it on Johanna Wunderlich, the owner of a boarding house. It almost seemed that God had made a miracle to ease the road to finding the killer.She claimed she had received the coat from a Hungarian student boarder, Karl Strasser, 23 years old, the son of a bank teller.

There were now two suspects: the Romanian man with a long criminal record, and the student, Strasser. From the information I found, it seems that both did it, but the focus was more on the guy who was brought to justice. Even so, from what I found, both had thrown her out of the train. She was still alive when she fell, but she died because of the wounds from the impact. Teodorescu was never captured, and the case was judged without him.

Witnesses came from different countries. From Romania, there was an odd witness, more quiet. The witness was the wagon itself. The wagon in which the crime happened was brought to Leoben so the crime could be reconstructed in front of the court and the jurors. They showed the couch and the window from which she was pushed out. The time of the murder was established as 1:42 in the night of September 26–27.

The killer who was brought to justice, the student,was a small guy, looking even smaller between the big guards, around 1.80 meters. He looked like a regular guy, not someone who would stand out by his looks. More like a public worker from that time, not someone you would think could push a person and kill. He targeted Maria Farcașeanu and waited until she climbed on her seat to reach her luggage. Then he did it.

He seemed to be a man of culture. During the trial, he tried to turn it into a kind of conference, talking about the decadence of his time. Unfortunately for him, this worked against him. The prosecutor used the fact that he was educated to make his situation even worse because an educated man should have known better. The Austrian court sentenced him to death. A request for pardon was made, but it was not approved. Later, the sentence was transformed into life in prison. In the end, two lives were destroyed: the life of the woman, an intelligent businesswoman, and the life of the killer, who destroyed his own life through his deed

Winter story

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Let me tell you more about my inquiry. You already know my fascination with old, haunted houses. As you can imagine, I’ve been searching,carefully, patiently for something that feels right.

At first, I thought the answer might lie in well-known crimes from the 19th century. Visiting old houses is enjoyable, of course, but so far it has led nowhere. Without a story, a trace of darkness, a reason, a house is just a building. The only other option would be to wander through Bucharest aimlessly, hoping that chance alone would lead me to the house. But that requires a kind of luck I don’t possess. And if I did, the story would be far too simple. Maybe too easy… don’t you think?

So I began where everyone begins: with research. Hours spent searching the internet, looking for crimes that might fit, events that left something unresolved behind them. I was certain I would find more than enough material.

I was wrong.

What I believed would be an easy task turned out to be frustratingly difficult. There is surprisingly little information available, as if time itself had chosen to erase certain things. Still, during those first searches, I came across a story. It wasn’t what I had imagined, and it didn’t lead me to a house, but it lingered in my mind.

It was a crime that took place on the Orient Express.
Not Agatha Christie’s story, although it is said her novel may have been inspired by this very event.

The crime happened in 1935. The victim was a Romanian businesswoman, found outside the train, at the edge of an embankment. Her body was discovered by a brakeman from a freight train, lying in a ditch. She was barefoot. There was a deep wound near her right eye, evidence of a struggle. In her hand, she held strands of hair, hair that did not belong to her.

Along the railway, scattered over several kilometers, were her belongings: her shoes, an embroidered scarf, a hat, and a handbag containing her identification papers—Maria Fărcășeanu and her train ticket. Any suggestion of suicide was quickly dismissed. Violence was undeniable.

The autopsy revealed something even more unsettling: she was still alive when she was thrown from the train. Robbery was believed to be the motive. The last train known to have passed through that area was the Orient Express, traveling the route Istanbul–Bucharest–Paris. And so, the investigation began.

They soon discovered that Maria had been carrying considerable wealth: expensive jewelry, a diamond wristwatch, pearls, gold pieces, and a luxurious fur coat. Sometimes, it seems, elegance can be dangerous when it draws the wrong attention.

She was an extraordinary woman,a business owner, the founder of an art school, prominent in her field, officially recognized by the Ministry for her work. She owned the first artisanal shop in the country and exhibited in Paris. A pioneer. A wife. A mother. Beautiful. Independent.

And yet, her life ended violently, in the darkness between stations.

Her death caused a sensation at the time, widely discussed in both the Romanian and Austrian press, made even more shocking by the setting,a train already surrounded by legend. The investigation ultimately concluded that two men had thrown her from the moving train.

But this story doesn’t end here.
It feels like a door only slightly opened.

I’ll tell you more tomorrow.